Hello, stranger
Yesterday I went to the orientation of my school. Yes, alone. Without my dearest ling, but many strangers.(Although they’ll become my classmates soon)
I though I have made preparations to embrace my brand new life, but actually I haven’t. Do you know it was really lonely when you sat alone at the LT? Maybe I have to learn more socialiable… At that moment, I couldn’t think about anything, except escaping.
"U can do it, kai sin!" This was what I kept telling myself, but i found that it wasn’t worked. So, how???? Do anyone can give me an answer? I know none of you can give me the answer, include me.
maomao*+*+
July 24th, 2005 at 7:40 am
kai sin bao bei, nobody can accompany u til the end of life… i can understand wat u felt during the orientation,remember i was alone in KL as well?it is no a big deal actually,gal~ after that u’ll found tat it juz a small case in ur Uni life, a lot of difficulty is waitin for u… if u cant even overcome this problem,how u gonna deal other big problem?
i was damn miss u gals when i was alone in KL at 1st, but, i know i cant keep looking back, oso need to accept new things,new ppl, new culture…
until now,i still missing the time we have been together,i really hope tat v r still study together~ sigh..
life always beyond our control….
may god bLesS U***
love,
xiao bing 24/7
July 24th, 2005 at 9:36 am
Dont worry~ everything will be fine~ ya i know it’s quite lost being ‘alone’ out there~ well, now you know how good are we as seniors ? hahaha~~ kiding la~ cheer up k~
This is just the starting point~ just relax and try to blend yourself into this new environment~~ cos for the rest for your study in here, you will see them oftenly~
well, no need to rush yourself~ give yourself some time to ‘explore’ this new Uni life~ well, i guess xiao bing feel more lost compare to you as she went to KL alone~ a big city~ well, at least you still have accompanies around~ so, everything will be alright~
Lastly, wishing you all the best and enjoy your new life of your tertiary education~
Francis
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July 24th, 2005 at 9:56 am
kai xin~ dun b afraid…u sure can do it~ gv yourself some time…u can find some seniors or ai ling to accompanied u into the LT for mayb the 1st week if they hv no cls then juz slowly try to recognise your coursemate n embrace your life into it….u can rest assure…bcos for every1 in your course, this is the 1st time they step into uni life, every1 is like you, lonelines, helpless…..so juz b more frenly n take the 1st step to go to recognise them n soon u will know a lot of ppl bcos they r same as u, they also feel lonely, they also hope can 5 some frens in their course…..dun worry, gals r more easy than guys to know new frens haha… if u any help juz call us….i think quite a lot of seniors will willing to accompanied u to attend your cls(it’s normal in NTU) haha….no need to b scare, it’s juz the 1st day, gv yourself sometime to prove tht u r really strong, n u can do everything well with you!!! gambateh~ u got my hp no. right? feel free to call me if u need any help…
July 26th, 2005 at 3:15 am
haha,my lover kai sin,as compare to me,i already feel tat u r a brave girl.cz u always the 1 console me during the last few times i cried since we r in spore.isn’t it?if i was in ur situation,maybe i’ll be worse than u,cz i only know how to cry but not facing problem calmly.to me,u r already a strong n tough girl!belief in u,n belief in me,we must go thru all these!cz u got me standing beside u,u got many seniors tk of u,n also someone who will nv adopt u no matter wat happened…u guess who tis person is?>>>>
is me lah!or else who r u thinking of?huh?^8^
July 26th, 2005 at 4:00 am
sorry lah,it’s actually “abandon” in the last 2 line but not “adopt”…who can tell me how to edit the post if i already post it to prevent these silly mistakes>>>?help me…really malu leh…:~~
July 26th, 2005 at 9:52 am
dear xin…you have become more and more brave already…have to work hard oh!!! you can do it~~i think after few week, you will be used to the life, i think that is not so difficult life which you have thought…trust me, U life is very happy and joyful…you will know many kind of people so you should be more careful..dun be lied by people oh….because you are too kind…Ganbateh!!!